Marks

Everyone is afraid of being forgotten. All wants to be remembered even in just simple ways as long as they have some space in others’ hearts. People are doing their best in socializing with others so they can create unforgettable memories with each other. Some are wearing masks so they will look good and some show their true selves for they want others to know the truth about themselves.  They are doing these to make an image about themselves that would stay in the hearts of others forever. Unfortunately, some are still forgotten.  Even though they do things that are unexceptional, the impact they create to others are not that enough for them to stay in their hearts forever. Let’s say that their effect is not that huge for others to remember him. But still, I think the kind of person still matters in terms of valuing others presence. I think even though you don’t have a big impact on others, if the person really wants to remember you, no matter how many decades would have passed, he will still remember you. People who really valued you as a friend or a companion can recall the memories you had with each other. They can remember your attitude, the way you speak, appearance and many more depending on what you had done during the past.

For me, it doesn't really matter whether they remember me or not, as long as they are not doing bad things behind me, I’ll be good to them. But still I can say, being remembered is somewhat touching and the feeling is priceless. As if that person really values you and treats you well. No matter how long you haven’t communicated with each other, he can still remember you.  And if I’ll choose what I want them to remember about me, of course I want them to remember my oh- so -great kindness! Kidding aside, I want them to remember the real me. The real me that they see every day. The real me that they have to deal with. The real me who interacts with them every time we are together.

I have been living to pursue a goal in life. On my way, I interact with others and show them some of my different traits that are true. Being jolly every time we talk to each other is one of my trait that is usually seen. Seeing others smile and laugh because of my jokes can also make me happy on my part.  It also lessens the stress from school activities and can bring good vibes in the surroundings. I usually create jokes that are somewhat with sense but most of the time with no sense. I unintentionally make gestures that are funny and I’ll just notice that it is funny when some of my classmates start laughing and then I laugh too. I am a sociable person too and I want them to remember the talkative Nicole who most of the time starts the conversation about a random topic to remove awkwardness in each part.  I want them to remember me as a person who is really funny but also becomes serious in some situations. When there is an urgent matter or issue, I always become serious. For me, cheerfulness should be at place or let’s just say enough. There should be situations where you will be very cheerful or not. I am also responsible when it comes to academic matters but I see to it that everyone is participating in group works. I've learned my lesson and I want everyone to cooperate so there will be no hard feelings and everyone is worthy for their scores. The reasons for my actions every day are not     because they are needed but because I want to build a good relationship with them. I want to leave an impact to them that would last and at the same time receive some impacts from them that I wouldn't forget.

I know time will come and we will all separate ways. We’ll walk on our different paths.  I wish everyone will treasure every memory we had and we’ll not forget each other. I hope that we’ll all meet at some parts of the road and we’ll greet each other that would turn to a long talk like we’re back in the old days.